| Saturday, May 26th, 2012 |
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| Monday, May 21st, 2007 |
| 10:30 am |
Your Pirate Jedi is no match for my Vucan Ninja!
So my sunday gaming group started a new chapter yesterday of our current campaign we created all new characters and had ourselves fine tuned for a fresh start in hopes that the DM could give us sufficient challenge without having one of us die every other battle. ( Impressions of last nights game that will bore the hell out of anyone who's never owned a 20 sided die. )Maybe it's just me but when other people have gotten on my gaming groups bad side I've seen them act pretty callous in ways so subtle I'm not even sure they realize they're doing it. In the four games run by this DM since I had the fight with them in which I threatened to stop gaming with them I've had 5 character deaths (3 of which were to the same character) and my current character feels like an overdressed farmer. A long time ago I made a joke that I accidentally touched this DM's dice shortly before he rolled a fumble with them. The next encounter he made a joke, that it wasn't a coincence that he had managed to isolate and nearly kill my character in that following encounter. I can't help but wonder occasionally just where I do stand with this group sometimes. Of course I do have some serious abandonment issues, and all that I mentioned above could easily be caused by either my own action or coincedence. I'm not going to jump to conclusions when the correct conclusion is just as easily that I'm a paranoid and whiny ingrate. Such is life. Don't get me wrong I really am excited about where this game can go. I'm just really annoyed about the start I managed to get myself off to. Things will hopefully get much better from here on, and most of this complaining was simply just matter of opinion. Except for the Jedi. The only explanation for that was either hardcore bribery or a heavy dose of the crack. Possibly both. VCP Current Mood:  depressed |
| Wednesday, April 11th, 2007 |
| 3:25 pm |
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| Wednesday, March 28th, 2007 |
| 11:15 am |
Tell me the truth
Am I an asshole? No seriously don't just tell me I'm not because your my friend. I don't think im wrong for being pissed off about this but I'm willing to hear others opinions on the matter. Sit back and have an earful of geek drama: ( Sorry for the long ass post )Like most of my journal posts I'm posting this on my LJ and my Myspace in hopes that someone from that group will see, and understand why I act the way I do a little better. I hope they show it to the others in the group and maybe they'll see why I freaked. I've probably lost alot of respect from them over this fight AND this post but I needed to get this stuff off my chest. There's something wrong with me. No matter who I get close to, friend, family, or lover, there's always a voice in the back of my mind whispering about how they're using me, that I should distrust them, and they're laughing at me behing my back. I know it's not true, or not even remotely fair, but it's still there and when confronted with things that enforce that voice, I lose it. I'm sorry. VCP Current Mood: crappy |
| Saturday, February 3rd, 2007 |
| 12:16 pm |
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| Monday, January 15th, 2007 |
| 12:44 am |
Extremes.
You know I hate my temper, but sometimes I feel like people just don't get me when I stay quiet. It's like if im not screaming no one's listening. Demon or Doormat? I really wish there was some sort of happy medium. I'm trying. Really fucking hard. | Your Birthdate: September 18 | 
You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.
Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years
Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities
Your power color: Crimson red
Your power symbol: Snowflake
Your power month: September |
Did this blogthing after I posted this. Had to add it. Current Mood:  aggravated |
| Monday, July 3rd, 2006 |
| 12:42 am |
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| Tuesday, June 27th, 2006 |
| 1:26 pm |
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| Thursday, June 15th, 2006 |
| 9:25 pm |
Yes im still alive.
Sorry I haven't had much to say lately Interesting thing I just read, I'm not exactly how late I am to be jumping on the bandwagon but it seems theres a law that congress is trying to push that would abandon a concept called network neutrality that is enforced today. If I understand it right Network Neutality basically prevents internet service providers and telephone companies from intentionally blocking or degrading the connection quality of content on the internet. Example lets say Sony interactive wanted to cut a deal with TimeWarner/AOL to help boost popularity of Everquest, if Blizzard couldn't cough up a sufficiently equal chunk of change AOL could intentionally make any of its users have a significant slowdown to their connection when accessing blizzards servers to play any of its games, despite the fact that EQ is running at its normal speed. AOL could also BLOCK anyone trying to access sites run by competitors of their advertisers. Net Neutrality is what prevents this and apparently its on the chopping block in congress. Check out www.savetheinternet.com if you'd like to see what you can do to try and let the people in charge know you're displeased |
| Wednesday, January 25th, 2006 |
| 9:17 am |
To all the gamers out there.
Happy Wintereenmas. ( http://www.wintereenmas.com/ if you have no clue what im talking about)
Hmmm...
You scored 67% Cold and 56% Level-Headed! |
| You can kill a man, but don't hide the fact that you're ending a life from yourself. Look at the reality of that situation. |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 77% on Cold |
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You scored higher than 43% on Level-Headed |
| I managed to be colder than Wanderingmystic? Maybe I should cut back on the Grand Theft Auto. :) Vaya con Digital Pollos |
| Friday, January 13th, 2006 |
| 9:15 am |
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| Wednesday, January 11th, 2006 |
| 7:23 pm |
w00t!
I've just been given unlimited resusable rights to request brownies at anytime. I love that girl. |
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 11:57 pm |
Missed me?
(this started out as a short post but then kinda balooned. I guess not posting for months kinda set up a floodgate to open.) Today I missed a DnD game for her. (I know I know OMGWTFBBQ!!!!11!) ( A long and whiny bitchfest ensues please excuse the emo )If you haven't seen me for a moment (which is long enough for me to babble like a love sick pup about it) Things have gotten serious with my relationship with Jess. (This post is gonnna get realy sappy from here on) She's amazing, she's beautiful, she's willing to understand me (and succeeds in many ways which I've desired for a long time.) and I love her. For awhile I wasn't sure if I could do that again or even wanted to, but I love her. Unfortunatly she also lives about 2 hours away which sucks since I only get to see her on the weekends which apparently is the only time any of my friends seem to have free time anymore. And despite the fact that I love none of my friends any less than I did before, I'll proudly admit im addicted to her. Soon she'll be close. She's leaving her friends and her family and she's putting alot of herself on the line to be with me and I will do all I can to make sure her risk and sacrifice isn't in vain. I know alot of this post has sounded depressed and negative but thats because it's reflecting on a lousy past. Despite all this i realize most of it is past and im optomistic about whats destined to come for me, my love, my friends, and my family. 2006 is going to be opposite of my 2005. Things are changing, for the better this time. Vaya con Pollos.  You are Rowlf. You are a loner, and love classical music, You can play the piano without opposable thumbs. Then again, you are just a Muppet. ALSO KNOWN AS: Ol' Brown Ears HOBBIES: Piano playing, punning, fetching. QUOTE: "My bark is worse than my bite, and my piano playing beats 'em both." FAVORITE MOVIE: "The Dogfather" FAVORITE COMPOSER: Poochini FAVORITE SONG: "I've Never Harmed An Onion, So Why Should They Make Me Cry?" What Muppet are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Sunday, December 25th, 2005 |
| 9:59 am |
Yeah yeah I know i havent updated in awhile. To the freaks who havent cleaned me out of their friends list by now. Merry Christmas ;) or whatever it is you celebrate this time of year. Love ya all. Be writing soon. maybe Vaya con Reindeer |
| Saturday, October 15th, 2005 |
| 1:45 pm |
They bounce alot better than they swim.
My cell phone just spent an evening in the laundry. If ya need me dial the land line. I'll probably be needing everyones phone numbers again in the near future. |
| Monday, September 12th, 2005 |
| 10:00 am |
The Show is over
I don't think anybody who reads this uses it but I canceled my aol account today to save me some cash. You can't reach me at The Show@aol.com anymore. Just a heads up |
| Sunday, September 11th, 2005 |
| 10:24 pm |
Random Thought
Until this sunday (the 18th) I am 25. Most of my friends are older than me My girlfriend is younger than me I have a 5 year old son and a 7 year old sister. I work with people both my grandparents age and people my son's age. I can relate to all of them in some sense or another. Except when they tell me they are too old or too young. Age isn't a number it's a state of mind. I'm proud that I realize this. Hope I don't forget it when im young and senile ;) VCP |
| Thursday, September 8th, 2005 |
| 9:11 am |
Eric paces back and forth in a circle by his son's bus stop. A groove has begun to form and is already knee deep. Eric: To all the parents who've watched their kids go to school for the first time this week, or EVER for that matter. I sympathize. VCP Current Mood:  nervous |
| Tuesday, September 6th, 2005 |
| 12:22 am |
l'amour
Cyrus crouches down like a defensive lineman with a look of grim determination in his eyes. Suddenly he sprints forwards with everything he has charging topspeed towards a wall. Without slowing down he dives facefirst into the air about two feet in front of the wall. With a sickening crunch teeth fly from his face and blood squirts from his nose as he bangs up against the wall his neck turns at an awkward angle and he flops down motionless for a brief moment seemingly dead. He gets back up examines the blood stained spot he just came in contact with. He walks back to his original postion and crouches down again... VCP Current Mood: gloomy |
| Wednesday, August 31st, 2005 |
| 11:01 am |
weird internet
Ok now that i've finally gotten over my fascination of the subservient chicken (www.subservientchicken.com) I've found a new toy to play with. Somebody back in 1985 apparently designed a small AI program that plays 20 questions and learns as it goes along. You can play with it and it's eerily good, check it out www.20q.net |
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